Got to get some shit up off my chest.
Why can’t you be the man I want you to be? Just change. I don’t understand your multiple personalities, and it’s driving me crazy. I want you to love me the way I love you. Sometimes, I look in your eyes, trying to will you to be different. But, it doesn’t work.
You say one thing, and act another way. I know this is all of my fault. I should stand by what I know is best and healthy. It seems to me that you only came back into my life for convenience. But, this is truly inconvenient for me. It’s painful. You’ll pretend to not understand and go back to your comfortable position of being the “asshole.” But, you know what you’re doing.